Weiwei loves you(:

20th and 21st

2009-10-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami

i watch this movie on the 20th with my mother and min min at causeway point.
haha. it was really marvellous.
and yet very touching too.
also its meaningful.
after watching this i really realised that we should treasure people around us before its too late.
YEA! so please do treasure(:
cause we dont know when the world will end.
when we will lose the chance of saying and doing things that you always wished to do.

PSA! I WENT TODAY, 22ND OCT

hmmm the trip was not bad, although i didnt enjoyed
as i was tired. slept on bus, but i feel so uncomfortable.
so bumpy. hmmm listened to songs and in 30mins we reach.
haha. got what presentation from PSA recreation club then took bus to the port.
we didnt got a chance to get down cause i will cause inconvenience to the people there.
but it was really a rare chance as not everyone or every school will be entertained, if they sent the proposal there and propose for a trip there. HAHA. SO IT WAS OUR LUCK!
haha.

Bye!

LOSE WEIGHT!

2009-09-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

after N levels, i only got 1 goal
IM GONNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!!
arghhh.
i want to burn away all the fats that i accumulated this term!!
OMG! people exam coming, stress until slim down.
im the opposite!!!
FAINTS~

at least 47kg(:

One Last Lap

2009-09-04T23:15:00.003+08:00

Do not give up now.
hey. it has been long ever since i had update. HAHA(:
OH. Teachers' Day celebration i went back to primary sch.
HAHA. met up with those babes. HAHA.
but the only thing they said when they first saw me was.
WA, so short.
and this topic keeps them talking for a few hours.
=.=
especially, that Tay Wei Xiang, he is the most happy one to see im shorter than him.
haha. cause he finally grew taller than me by, that few cm.
Jing Hong and KhengLi, was bickering? HAHA
they like never stop fight,this keep the whole group of us entertained.
shooting each other back. just like those primary school days.
haha.

hmmmm. N level is just 3 days more.
i cannot cannot give up.
or i should fight and fight.
i just cant wait for N level to be over,
i want to enjoy like mad.
work and earn money.
and spend it after the girls O levels finish!!
the last year maa.(:

他们告诉我:
女人不要太坚强,
累了就放下,
伤了就流泪,
不行了就找一个肩膀靠一靠.

this means. girls dont be too strong, if you are tired, then just let go, if you are sad, just cry out. if you cant take it anymore, find someone to share your troubles.
HAHA. I hope i didnt explained it wrongly. hmmm, but i still insist that girls can be very strong, is just that they have not find their limits. girls still can be stronger than guys, no matter physically, mentally or financially. this is my philosophy :D

hmmm you, YES you.

2009-08-18T20:16:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over. but not the final exams la.
hmmm. i got back most of my results. is so so so disappointing.
for Physics, i even wrote down the wrong formula!!!
i wrote V=I/R
ROAR!!!
my goodness, i almost tore my paper. haha.
but because of that i lost 4 precious marks you know??
T.T
i think im gonna remeber V=IR and not I/R for lifeeee.

for chinese. paper is totaly like SHIT~
just pass. even i put in so much effort. SIGHHHH...

my Humanities.
one word = H O P E L E S S

all.the.best for my Ns.

Move on, you can

2009-08-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

its just a few more days to the end of exams!
haha. im soo excited. even thought the killer paper havent gone yet, but i will still continue move on.
hmmm. during the national day holidays, i simply stayed at home slacking. im still procrastinating my revision. please give me some power to motivate myself!! HAHA(:
tomorrow there is science paper, and i havent not studied. cause i accidentally deleted my templates. so i have to redo my blogskin. haha. yeah,, later i will study.
feeling so shag this few days. dont have the mood to do anything either.
but so. im still looking forward to friday, cause the truth is gonna release!

Appreciated

2009-08-09T20:47:00.001+08:00

Thanks for letting your heart out.

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!!

I just want to know.

2009-08-09T16:32:00.003+08:00

sometimes i think back. and i really dont know whats reason of the problem?
it there anything wrong in the first place?

if there is, why didnt i know or why people didnt tell me?
even the convicts also know what law they had broken. before they got hang.
but why, i didnt even know whats wrong and i got all this?
do you think its fair to me?

Carried on dreams

2009-08-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

Dandelion

I started to admire this flower.
Its is a plant that is wind pollinated.
It is small, but it has many great ambitions.
It has many small little florets that will be carried away by the wind over a long distance.
Every single floret represents a dream and we are just like a dandelion.
When the wind blows,
our dreams will fly over a long distance and we never know where it lands.
But what is important is that, just like this flower,
no matter how long or short the distance the florets travelled,
it will still fertilise with other plant or even the same species.
No matter what, after a long period of fertilisation,
it will produce a new flower.
Just like a new dream is born.
This process repeats itself continuously and never stop,
just like we should always allow our dreams to be carried on and never be afraid of the wind blowing.
We cannot stop the florets from flying away from the dandelion,

just like we cant stop the wave from escaping the sea.

OK, back to my normal days. prelims is here, and i have to hold on to it tightly cause its the second last shot. Take things seriously, and strive my best is what i can say for myself. but most of all. DON'T PROCRASTINATE
ALL THE BEST 4G!!
:D

Ice Age 3

2009-07-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

Ice Age 3
(baby, i referring to this character:D)

haha, i went to watch this movie with my siblings on the 6 July,
even thought it has alr be screened for 6 days, but the queue to this ticket is still hard to get
the queue to this ticket is super long lor,
queue until my legs are tired leh.
HAHA, some more 3.30 go can only buy 6.30 de ticket.
so ARGH. haha but nvm, the show was quite ok la
some scene the characters are really cute, but some part, seriously boring.
ok, prelims are coming, all the best to me:D

100th

2009-06-28T19:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 100th
love<3

Back from chalet.

2009-06-26T19:56:00.006+08:00

OK, this will be a long post:D cause i got many many to say.

FIRSTLY, HAPPY HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ADAAA!
(16th June) and to Richie Koh and Wayne Lim:D
To Ada:
sorry as my last post was on 15th june, didnt have time to post. anyway stay lovely and sweet:D you are a great friend of my from sec 1 onwards. we went through many high and low together and the most memorable thing was that year(sec2) we were helping each another with work for the upcoming exams, i hope N levels we can help each another too. not to forget, we sat down talking for many hours and never tired. you coming to my house to study, but we eventually take the year book and look at people nerd photos.:D some times we can talk and laughed for many hours, now, i still can remember the jokes we said. you are always guiding me in life, you shared many wonderful experience with me. i will never never forget you this wonderful friend of mine, cause you are my first friend in secondary life, FYI.
good luck for N levels, JIA YOU!!
<3

SECONDLY HAPPY HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINEEE and BERENICEEE! (opps, both of you love pink)
(23rd June)
once again i apologise to both of you for the late posting of your birthday:D
PSPS!

To Charmaine:
hey girl. you are always so cute no matter in your expressions or reaction to things. even though you are very straight forward, but definitely i will love you as a amazing friend of mine. we shared many memories. if you still remember, we were baking cookies for teachers' day. but it turned out awful. so we put as many chocolate to cover that funny taste:D ok. hmmm we were much closer during lower secs day. i think the only time we can only talk is during bio lessons, cause in the clique, only the both of us are in bio!! HAHA. cool right? ok la. i know you dont really like bio. but is quite a fate to be in the same class for 4 consecutive years. remember the days went to early morning came to my house, and i was still sleeping. you were sitting outside my house and called me 18 times! HAHA psps ar.. you are really someone who is adorable which i will remember your face always.
all the best for N levels, GAMBATEH!!
<3

To Berenice:
hey mummy, love the surprise? ok la. i wont say much here cause i already said alot in the birthday card. anyway just to wish you can study hard for your Os and got to National JC, as your wish:D
GOGOGO!!
<3>

OK. now, im back from chalet. for 23rd onwards.
HAHA. its fun lor. although not enough place to sleep but can see someone sleeping and me playing with the face is fun alr haha! you should know who are you:D
on tuesday, went to angeline house to put the food that we sponsored there. Merlin was duper late!
OMGosh. WE WAITED VERY VERY long. then finally set off to sentosa. and our bag was HEAVY!!! especially mine and angeline's we carried then rest then carry and rest again. =.=
then went to sentosa. we gave berenice her surprise. then merlin, shan, fan and me went downt the sea! WOOHHHOOO!
shiok sia. even thought drank alot alot alot of seawater. but it was worthy.
Irfan said that we cannot eat french fries already, cause is salty enough. HAHA!
that was like -.-''
then went to bathe and went to pasir ris, met Yong keng and Kegan then we go Alex's chalet. hungry like pig.
we ate and watch BOF, even though i didnt watch but was quite nice from dont know any episode. HAHA. now i know why ada, sharon and maine are so fascinated about BOF. haha. okok. then we went Kbox. omg. i think me angeline and bird take the mic like haha. WE SANG BIRTHDYA SONG FOR BERENICE. wa. i solo. was like malu doing the super high pitch. but nvm la. malu infront of your girls is ok:D
then me and angeline sang tgt. woah! cool! HAHA.
then went back chalet. no space to sleep. so i slept on a table for the whole night. like a foldable person:D

24th june
hmm, next day. check in another chalet. then we slack inside there . then we went to ice skating. HAHA. shiok leh. wa lau. i actually no need to fall one. thanks to someone make me fall down. damn malu.
after enjoyment, we went back to slack. then go dinner then bowling. HAHA. i didnt bowl much, cause stomach pain): dont know why the entire chalet stomach keep irritates me. then we went back. and sleep!! :D. but yong keng keep want to ice skate, ahha i think he really enjoys:D

25th June
woke up, then we slack in the chalet, play bridge, play and play haha. angeline repeat like 3 times. to teach different people. MY GOSH SHE CAN TOLERATE. pro!
THEN, at night we went night cycling. wa. the wind was shiok plus shiok. we went to the park and play the playground that. i fell down:D
I eventually flew out of the thing we played. before flying, i already shouted i was gonna fly out. but they thought i was kidding so didnt stop. then i just fly lor. HAHA. sat swing! i fly high high!! YEA!
then went back. the guys bought ALOT of food back. haha. siao. then eat le. go sleep lor.

26th June,
the day we checked out. then is like we overslept. suppose to check out at 10.30am, but we 11 then wake up. then like 12 going to 1 we then check out:D pro.
went to eat. and cabbed back.
and IM HOME!

when i got back from chalet. saw min min
i was shock. she cut short hair. and 2 teeth drop=.= HAHA!
cute.

LOOK!!

2009-06-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

2009-06-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

Memories for 4 years.

with you girls for 4 years and more.
i felt so blessed, looking at photos of us in sec 1 till sec 4,
we changed. especially angeline, laura and bird!
AND MOSTLY SHAN!!
haha.
love the moments we spent together,
even though it isnt much, but at least enjoyable.
remembered all the surprise birthday party we made.
every successful birthday party brings a smile to all our face.
and all the scene is captured down. and pasted inside my heart.

not to forget about the moments when we quarrelled among ourselves.
and the moments we hugged together and cry cause we lost to the opponents.
every year while getting the prize for west zone, i will always tell myself,
this is the prize that our team earned together.
every moment with you all are so precious to me now.
SYF just ended meaning, our times together is now one lesser.
i really do feel sad about all of your graduations.
but never to forget we are once a team, and forever a team.
Millipedesplat is always in my heart.
I LOVE YOU, GIRLS.

2009-06-02T16:59:00.003+08:00

PIGG (^((OO))^)

ok, now do everyone see Peishan?? haha!
this picture is so cute la.
OMG shan, you are finally cute for once:D
and this is like the cleanest pig i ever see.
so shan i see you dont play mud nowadays ar?
HAHA. :D

and i removed my tagboard!! XD

2009-05-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

Starvation

a picture of a girl suffering from hunger and
and malnutrition due to Nigerian-Biafran war

ok, i have came across my geo notes which is on food industry,
this topic is very meaningful, although i dont think i will score well.
but this topic tell us, why are some country in this world can have more than enough food for the country (e.g America) , whereas there are some countries who have extremely shortage of food for the country population. (e.g Africa)

in some country, people can treat food as their meals and their activities, for example, largest appetite competition or who can eat the most number of spicy stuff. all such activity, just for fun.
but, in some place, mostly the rural area of a country, people dont even have sufficient food for everyday. they do not take in required amount of carbohydrates and relative nutrients.

this make them unable to fulfill the body's nutrient requirement. when the body do not receive sufficient nutrients, its system weakens.
just like, "would you work for someone when there is no pay?"
so the body wouldnt want to work hard when there is not enough nutrients.

and all these is called Starvation; when someone who dont gets enough nutrients for many days.
when this occurs, the person will suffer from malnutrition, anorexia nervosa, bulimia, depression and many more diseases.
and all this mostly cause by, poverty, war and overpopulation. but i think most importantly is the greediness in human being.

ok, im not saying all of you, but for me myself, im guilty of wasting foods at times. and being very very fussy over food. thinking back, many people in this world, dont even get to choose what to eat.
but in the simpest form. they dont even get their daily simple 3 meals.
i really really pity them alot alot.

my teacher ever show me this question.
"there is enough food in the world, but why do some people dont get to have them?"

my answer to it
"its because the unappreciative of mankind."

2009-05-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday SHANICE!!!!!!!!!!
sweet 16 is here!!

HEY, you see, you like green and i post in green!!
HAHA, may all your wishes come true.
pass Ns with flying colours!!!!
loveya!

2009-05-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

Buddy!!

hey buddy, or partner you call that.
chill man~
everything will be alright.
he will know what to do, just give him time.
and have more confidence in him, yea?
i believe both of you can do it.
all the best,
SMILES(:

2009-05-22T22:07:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Kegan!!!
you are old already.

Hoped you enjoyed today the surprise we gave.
hoped you didnt got irritated by all those forfeit.
wishing you the best in everything.
pass your chinese more often.
haha:DD

2009-05-17T16:09:00.002+08:00

awww, im super lazy to post recently.
getting lazier each day.
hmmmmm, later going to cousin's birthday party.
i think there would be crowded??
sigh sigh sigh...
holidays faster come!!!!!!
i want to sleep longer!
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok, typical pig
(^((00))^)

bye...

2009-05-14T17:24:00.003+08:00

did you forgot what you said?

hey, today went to school. receive a few papers.
know a few subjects result.
went home told me mother,
but she dont seems satisfied.
hard to please man.
kay forget about it..
BYE.

2009-05-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

Praying hard.

praying hard for my exams to pass with remarkable results.
finally all important papers ended.
phew.phew.phew....
although i still have one more paper tomorrow
which is listening, but at least i dont need to study for that paper.
hmmm. .. going to zoo tomorrow.
hope will be fun. haha.
my two big blisters are two big idiots.
:D

2009-05-10T17:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

Happy mothers' day to you mummy(:
you are the greatest mom on the earth
I LOVE YOU! <3

2009-05-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

bored bored bored

simply today im just bored like the empty swing.
no one sitting on it, not moving at all.
dont know why the exam is ending
but i still have alot of stress.
i want to sit on the swing and swing off all my stress!!!

i want to fly!!!!

2009-05-07T15:52:00.005+08:00

):
sad sad sad.

currently having an ugly eye.
and its super, swell like shit.
imagine people walking pass you looking at you like a freak.
this make me cover my left eye in the morning
while walking to school.
although i look dumb,
but at least is better than people looking at me like im a MONSTER~
i cant see clearly with my left eye,
so just cover lor, at least it will look better.

//Ok, i have done with most of the mid-years paper.
Just left with A-maths and Chinese LC
YAY!
but today's paper suck throughout,
Mdm Tan ask us to study those topic, some or mostly didnt came out,
but those topic she didnt mention came out!
And is a 8 marks questions!
imagining, i had no idea of what to write and i still have to write an essay about that.
However,
Im proud of myself, i can just bullshit throughout that
8 marks essay question.
and seriously talking craps,
which i think none of the F&N textbook ever mention this.
:D
Anyway, that paper is gone, what i say now or do now.
nothing can change the fact that i will fail.
hmmmm, looking on the brighter side, maybe fail that part can alr la.
HAHA!
i love to cheat myself:D
at least will keep my happy first right???

Ok, after F&N paper i told myself tomorrow after A-maths,
everything will be over (but for a moment only la)
cause if i study for tomorrow, then i know le, so not need to study
for Tuesday de A-maths,
since is the same sub, just diff paper!:D
anyway, there is voice in my brain
keep telling me that,
"A-maths is just an additional subject, pass or fail doesnt matter really much."
i think my brain think it is too stress,
so said such stuff,
come'on is just the last paper, can or not, just STUDY.
make the best out of it!!!

oh, anyway, what a *GOOD* news i had in the morning,
Chinese teacher told me i performed badly, in the paper.
i didnt say anything,
just smiled and walk away.
i think my essay is out of point, anyway,
its still worth to celebrate, cause
MID YEAR GONNA GO!!!!

2009-05-03T23:26:00.005+08:00

let the picture talk today!! simply this was what i did in the afternoon:

I LOVE THIS!!!

from 1 to 9!!

does dead people open their mouth and eyes so wide??!!

stroke????!!

retarded pig...

pulling out.... pushing in.....

acting cute??

2009-05-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

this is simply just how i spent my day.

2009-05-01T15:22:00.004+08:00

You may have only said one word
but I’m sure there’s more to be heard
and so I'll hear, if you need an ear,
to get you through the rough and tough
when the worlds caved in and you’ve had enough
We will laugh, get angry, live and learn
share dreams and hopes, love and yearn
with every day that passes by
with every star and moonlit sky
I thank you each and everyone of you
for being here to get me through.

it would be dead if friends do not exist.

//Today, Friday, Labour day.
the time now is around 3.55pm.
im alone at home, not scared! IM BRAVEEE:D
suddenly thought of working out for my mid year.
but then im just super lazy and dont know which one to start with first?
im so so so so so worried for my mid year.
is getting more and more competitive.
and my standard is dropping and dropping.
sooner or later my doom day will arrived.
sighhhhhh....
soooooo worried eh. seems like there is alot to study.
but i just couldnt get myself started.
why am i like that??!!!!
PLEASE LA, come'on Weiwei
gogogo!!!!!
you can do!!!

2009-04-28T20:21:00.003+08:00

before A-maths lesson:

Our A maths equation. =.=

TEDIOUS! ms yup favorite word!

ok, infact today is just normal lesson.
and during a maths lesson. hard to catch up with teacher.
my goodness. she is just like speeding you know?

i dont know why.
seems to be neglected.
sighhhhh......
maybe i understand.
may i just know what the hell are you thinking?

2009-04-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

today is really a very very hot day.
nowadays. weather are getting hotter and hotter.
GLOBAL WARMING?
lol. anyone saving the earth?
i felt so bad about it, man on earth didnt protect mother earth.
and even made it worse. invented so many things that will use up all the natural resource that mother earth gave us. the earth temperature is rising, ice mountain are also melting. sea level rising. human dying.
but not everyone helping.
why not everyone just do a part, recycle materials, and we can reuse them.
MOTHER EARTH WILL BE SAVE!

2009-04-20T19:13:00.003+08:00

Happy Anniversary.

hehe, i am currently using my phone to blog(:
today school was, tiring and A maths was the number 1 brain cells killer.
killed so many of my brain cells, and yet did not gave me the solution.
WTH~
ok nvm. try out later.

ps: thanks for everything(:

what the hell, see the bottom the quiz i took. it say i will
die in my sleep.
HAHA, you must be thinking
what a typical pig right??!!

How will I die? Your Result: You will die in your sleep. A peaceful departure into the next life. You are blessed with the good fortune of passing from sleep into eternity. Do not fear sleep. To dream into the next life is a rare gift.
You will die of boredom.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die while having sex.
You will die from a terminal illness.
You will die while saving someone's life.
You will be murdered.
How will I die? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-04-19T20:02:00.003+08:00

2009-04-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

OK, my fault.

i have no idea what you are thinking,and maybe, you have no idea what im thinking too.
kay fine, i know im always showing attitude and gave you the mindset.
but im trying hard to change. its just that you cant see, you didnt noticed.
im trying hard to cheer you up, but you said you werent sad, my effort, you didnt notice.
im trying hard to show you that im happy with you, but you didnt notice.
im trying hard to treat you my best, but you didnt notice.
im trying hard to love you with all i have, but you didnt notice.
im trying hard to tell you im sorry, but you didnt notice.
im trying hard to asked you to share your troubles, but you didnt notice.
im trying hard to concern about you, but you didnt notice.
im trying hard to make this relationship a better one, but you didnt notice.
and you NEVER NOTICE,
never notice me trying hard, never notice me feeling so lousy when you does, never notice that im behind working hard for you. and you are always saying that im not doing good.
so how is good to you my dear?
i told you i wasnt ready to give in all in the relationship, cause of my previous one.
you said you will clear the obstacles for me, but now i only see myself down there clearing my obstacles.
i know you love me, but you dont know i love you.
actually things are not that difficult to solve, is just that you think alot.
and i really means ALOT.
i know you concern about this relationship, so do i!
but just that i dont show how much as you do, cause i dont want to make you think that im paranoid.
saying all this, you are still thinking whether you made the right choice,
my answer to your question is that.
YES I TRUELY LOVE YOU,
is just that you dont trust me, but you insist you does.
im so disappointed baby.
but i still love you.

2009-04-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

im sorry for not posting this few days, when to metta home on Thursday,
kind of fun and wonderful experience.

2009-04-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

i suddenly find that time isnt enough for us.

ok, maybe some of you might be thinking why i locked my blog,
NOT BECAUSE I GOT EMO POST OKAY??!!!
is just that i was using my blog to prepare the skin for my class blog, so just locked up first lor(:
ok, lets update my life to you guys now, want to read or not, is up to you(:
ytd, was my last match with my beloved girls:
Merlin, Berenice, Laura, Angeline, Qianting, Isabel

i told myself that i should play all my best. dont leave any regrets in the last match with them. everyone fought hard. when the first match started, first singles, played by Daphne, i dont know why, i just feel so down. i sat at the side supporting by myself, but Angeline came and pull me to sit with them, sitting beside them, watching Daphne play, i can feel that thats the last match together, and the feeling cant be found anymore.
tears just filled up my eyes, but i swear, no one notice it, cause i didnt dare to look into anyone's eyes. i tried to cover my face with my towel, but Peishan(pig) said i attitude, as i look like i doesnt want to look at her, then i took off my towel.
feeling so so sad la. but i told myself last one, make it the best one. so i smiled.
then first doubles, was my turn to play.
i can only say, Thanks Peishan(pig), you gave me the feeling to win, the feeling to score and the power to play. overall, i didnt regret playing like that la(:
after my game, joy of tears filled my eyes. and drip by drip flowed down, Merlin asked me not to cry, but i told her it was tears of joy. i hugged Peishan(pig) and my teammates, i feel that i didnt let anyone down(:
then after followed by the other matches, everyone fought in their last game.
we board the bus, i gave them the letters that i wrote like hell, fingers were painful,
BUT IT WAS TOTALLY WORTHWHILE AFTERALL.
cause maybe its the last time to write for them le.
then we sat together on the bus, we sang! even though not as nice as the former singer. but its the nicest and sweetest to me. everyone voices filled my heart and mind with the PRECIOUSEST MEMORIES.
suddenly, i felt that the journey was really fast, how i just wished the bus could just drive on forever, and all of us remained seated on our sit and sing forever.
when we reached, we gather around the carpark, left our things on the floor and cheered together:
"KRANJIIIIIIIIIIII~
杀!*clap clap, clap clap*
杀!*clap clap, clap clap*
杀!杀!杀!杀!!
AHHHHHH!!!~~"
COOL right? its was damn damn A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
I LOVE MY TEAM!<3333

then Peishan(pig) asked me to accompany her to toilet, and great! i bang into the cabinet which was rusty~ and i have a big hard protruding blue black on my right hand now):
then after that i went up, the girl stand AND SANG FOR ME!!!
my god, i REALLY REALLY didnt want to cry la. but then slowly, i saw each of them one by one teared, my tears rushed out too, i think for all this i had cried for them, i had cried at least one litre of tears. it was videoed down.
memories were kept deep down my heart,
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

this was the song they sang:

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山曲：周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

2009-03-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

i miss them suddenly(:

2009-03-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

OK! let me post before the day end!
hmmm simply today im happy(:
went out with Peishan, watch paul blart mall cop(:
its ultra funny la!!
BUT,
itssss super super cold inside.
me and shan are like freezing down there(:
OK, then went home after that, slack slack here.
then just simply slack my whole day.
OK, bye(:

2009-03-16T16:02:00.001+08:00

YAY(: i finished 1 of my A-maths test, tomorrow have one more to go,
then my holidays officially starts(:
gonna enjoy like, i dont want to care anything now(:
throw troubles aside, and go crazy(:
maybe, i shall let tomorrow training be a crazy one?
HAHA, i will high till siao la.
then not to forget thursday training too(:
HMMM, i will just put things aside and carry on with my hoildays!
BYE people off to enjoy!! (:

2009-03-15T18:10:00.002+08:00

seriously, i freaking hate you, you know?
you suck to the core really,
everytime act innocent, then im in deep trouble.
after she is gone, your that sickening face will appear again.
when is she is here, you would pretend how nice, how sweet you are.
OH, how real it is.
i dont know why are you here for, seriously.
people if you read this dont ask me who is this person.
maybe im just at the point where im very angry,
so i say all this to vent my anger,
but no matter, NOW
I HATE YOU..

2009-03-15T13:42:00.004+08:00

haha, i just feel like sleeping like this puppy(:
ehhh, simply today is just simple.
woke up, bought breakfast, then slack whole day long(:
after ytd training, my whole body is aching,
espescially my back.. awwwww..
I feel like im a old lady leh. HAHA.,
ok la, nth much to post le, BYE(:

2009-03-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

charge towards my goal.
i dont know why i feel so energetic today.
first time sitting with reagan in class, was okay.
i ended up bullying him, LOL!
we played showhand but i lost all rounds except for one round(:
lol, you see people in the tv play showhand they used 1 million, 2 million to bet on.
but today we use pen. LOL!
OK, after school met peishan, did some works then went to lot 1
bought some food, then walked back home.
bathe and went to school for presentation.
hmmm, was super stupid as they put our photos up there.
i believe in you((:

2009-03-12T20:23:00.003+08:00

sigh, sigh, sigh...

im so so disappointed in you.
if you want "it" so much, then just tell me straight.
dont do those small actions.
its sickening,
just tell me, i wont get into your way.

would you guarantee that nothing will happen?
would you still remember me?

2009-03-08T15:13:00.002+08:00

I HAVE THE WORLD MOST AWESOME TEAM!
B girls 2009!

Millipedesplat <33>

i will miss you these six bitchy girls(:

well, infact im doing nothing at home the whole day, so just edit some of these photos to keep memories. well.. i shall move on with life(:

2009-03-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

Let my heart tells you a story.

hmm, from yesterday onwards, school was totally not nice.
cause i cant lift up my head for most of the times,
its so so heavy la,
still remembered i lie during the whole E-maths lesson, without mood to talk and to have high spirits, i didnt talk at all but did my maths worksheet, its thick, but then i finish after the maths lesson,
ZOMG. im impressed(:
so the overall conclusion is, i cannot talk and do my work, if i shut up and concentrate on my work, my rate of finishing work will be high, and the work produced will be high quality work too((:
so next time i should practise this more often.
sighhh,
rain come and go this few days, make me feel so so uncomfortable and so so sick.
X_X
i feel so gao wei la. like dying like that.....
doubles sighhhh,
from now till next fri, there will be 0 training, sian sian sian.
but then tues got pilot pen. pathetic, first school is AMK liao leh.
suicide match lol(:
can try to fight, but how? didnt touch my racket and the touch of hitting shuttles for like one week, no feel):

2009-03-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

standing up with my own feets again.

felt so stress today, dont know why, suddenyl i noticed that i have a pile of homeworks undone, and every single teacher never stop giving homework and long after, i have homework debts.
OMG, who is willing to lend a helping hand to me??!!! AWW.
ok.. no training this whole week, only on sat.
so i bet this week must be ultra duper boring. and im gonna be dead~ sighhh. X.X
i want to go out, but i HAVE to complete all my undone assignments before i can enjoy right?
i want to complete all my works and go for my 1 week holidays without troubles. I JUST WANNA ENJOY! IM GONNA GO OUT LIKE HELL DURING THAT 1 WEEK!!
hmm, anyway staying at home, doesnt mean i will do my works, simply just because home is too cozy, especially my bed, it just attracts me to lie on it, like how sugar attract ants. and soon, i will turn into a pig, so the best way to not let me waste my precious afternoon to sleep at home, just loiter around lor. breathing in the fresh air, refresh my brain isnt a bad idea either. OK, i should do that more often, but the most sickening thing is to carry my heavy bag around.
oh say about my heavy bag, my back is really killing me nowadays, fell yesterday night due to some wonderful and ridiculous reason. my back is failing as day goes by.
every lesson, i will be pouncing my back, and if there is a need, going into toilet and spray that thingy to relieve a little painess in my back. ITS TOTALLY IRRITATING.
i dont want to see doctor, i dont want to be outstanding which allows me to not attend training with a medical cert.
I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL AS BEFORE, i want to play BADMINTON!!

2009-02-28T20:26:00.005+08:00

hey, im back again(:
hmmm, yesterday was da jie birthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAJIE!(:
haha, 18 leh leh, so old.. but envy can watch M18, i cant even watch NC16 la!
ok, anyway, thanks guys and girls for the GREAT surprise yesterday night,
even though its late at around 10pm alr, but you all still made the effort to come my house and gave me surprise((:
& angeline, your drama skill is amazing, such a waste if you dont join mediacorp.(:
i really appreciate all your gifts, seriously the nicer you all are to me, the more i cant bear to leave you all, or rather all of you to leave me(:
ok, today,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERLIN!(:
Went to her birthday party with angeline then met them then ate and chat and played at her house((:
went home early, hmm, i shall end my post here(:
BYE!~

2009-02-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

byebye.

you leave, will be better for you, and for i us too, i know.
better life for you.
you will be happier.
i will miss you(:

ok, tomorrow is our final match that will determine whether will we enter the semi or not, hope we do win. Kranji you can do it(:
CT is finally over, those days where we still have to cope with CT and tournaments are finally over.

2009-02-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

HEYHEY,

Happy Birthday my dear Sharon(:

as for today, i just post cause its sharon birthday, and tomorrow shall be the start of CT,
wish everyone all the best.
KRANJI JIAYOU(:

2009-02-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

ok. updating again.
for yesterday. i had been a cupid for a couple, hope they are together by today
(:
you should know who are you if you read this(:
so how was your yesterday?
memorable right?
Ok, at least i did something good yesterday.
for today. i just mainly slack the whole day at home and do nothing(:

2009-02-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY.

2009-02-09T21:42:00.005+08:00

SHIT!
did i messed up everything?

oh. these few days didnt post, maybe cause im lazy? not free?
aiya, i think mainly was because im lazy, dont know why just couldnt be bothered to do anything. not matter how long i sleep, its always not enough. finding myself turning a pig eventually, or maybe im a born pig
(^((00))^)
hmmm, receive surprising messages from strangers, and said things that i can t believe it. OMG,
is has the earth stop revolving?
why everything feels so funny to me,
why everything like so weird?
why everything changed?
hmmm. ok. yesterday celebrated siew sean's birthday under his block.
eventually me and merlin sat down there under part of the sun for like 2 hours?
waiting for angeline and yong keng.
waaa. we are holding many balloons and kids running towards us like clowns..
=.=
then there is this irritating guy who he think he is smarter than merlin, trying to challenge us,
is like, HELLO? he is only 12 years old.
questions he asked is super irritating and he is pervert ok..
finally siew sean came and we celebrated. went home after that.

2009-02-01T01:16:00.002+08:00

outer beauty vs inner beauty

why?
why do human get jealous?
why do human want face so much?
when humans get jealous, everything is uncontrollable, nasty things will overtake all values, nice character can become heartless, can become cruel.
sometimes, when you feel like getting the thing more and more, the more you cant get it, dreams can become hopeless dreams, whatever it is, when human dont get things they one, a person changed, changed to someone i dont know.

2009-01-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

BLIND.

seriously i think you are just jealous, No point saying so much hurtful stuff infront of me then say sorry, you wasnt referring to me, but for me, if you were saying those nasty stuff about my friends and my group of people, you are referring to me.
WHY NOT JUST SAY." IM JEALOUS"

that sounds more realistic than saying people treating you unfair. or whatever bullshit. please get things right first before hurting others. if you were me or my friend. how will you feel? HURTFUL?

2009-01-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

smile for the moment(:

aiyoyo. i dont know who the hell push back the tournament.
then only after new year we then get to play. sadded):
and the worse thing is. alex havent comfirm my doubles partner with me yet.
he say he will reward every single of us if we get into top 4.
but i dont really care about his reward, i care about the result.
hmmm, celebrated birthdays past few days. then outcome was good.
people were suurprised. and we were satisfied.
i have alot to say now. but then i know blogger isnt the right place to say.
so maybe i should call and start to nag at people.
aiya. one main point, please dont be so sensitive.
whats yours is always yours. no matter what or who cant snatch away.
PROMISED(:
so do smile often.

2009-01-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

every scar has a story behind it,
every hug has a reason for me to do it.

hey yo, had been mugging hard this few days i suppose? LOL.
eh. got homework almost everyday.
and mr ong asked us to read story book. i tried very hard to read lor. but then always no time.... and so boring. like beating around the bush just to say something simple~
hmmm training had been normal. but maybe alex had increase the number of physical a little.
hope everyone in the team including myself have improved.
west zone is round the corner.
hope we can achieve the common goal in us.

is there a way to make you all stay?

2009-01-04T15:01:00.005+08:00

kay. first post on 2009.

this post. i want to say out all things that i dont get to say oftenly. only some people get to hear this from me. kay. i shall say those who is leaving me this year first,

for the team mates. from the oldest,
Merlin,
Berenice,
Laura,
Angeline,
Qianting,
Isabel.

the six of you plus me, seven, came in together into Kranji Badminton Team in 2006.
although im the last one who join the team but i believe my relationship with every single one of you is just as good as the six of you. (kay, i dont really understand what am i trying to say)

to be truthful. i seriously dont wish you all of you to leave. and i know this year is the last year we will be in the same school and same team. the very last year we gonna to fight together as a team. and we know in our heart, this year will be tremendously tough for us to achieve some result in West Zone Championship. it just all depends on luck and our fighting spirit. i believe we have the team spirit. cause we had many outings and party to bond. the recent chalet had also helped us in our relationship.

as days pass by. the time left for us to be together is already limited. monday, meaning tomorrow Mr Foo will go draw the lots for our tournament. hope he will draw good lots for us. kay. no matter how the outcome is we have fight on together and achieve the common goal we have.

can we make our last tournament to be the best?
can we play hard and leave no regrets?
can we overcome all obstacles together?
can we be the best?

for me, i believe we can.

millipede splat we will always be together as one.
once a team; forever a team
(sorry seniors if i've censored your face, cause i cant find any pictures of the seven of us together.)

2008-12-31T14:28:00.002+08:00

COUNTDOWN(:

hmmm, just came back from chalet. this post is forced by bird): HAHA

chalet was nice and tiring, should i elaborate further?
haha, just know that merlin and gabriel is freaking funny, the way they talk can make me laugh non stop. hmmm, after chalet went back school early in the morning to have friendly match.
alex is always like that, every time after my chalet comfirm got friendly de. last time class chalet also like that. ):
no choice. so we went off early in the morning at around 7am. and those boys is still sleeping comfortably in chalet. met laura and took train back to cck. slept all the way only until this uncle came in and lie on the glass panel. so if i continue lie on that it will look weird. like im lying on his butt. so woke up.(: anyway, thanks to laura's shoulder, very nice to sleep on(:
then reach, walked home took rackets and rush to school. first match played with laura. won, but its a shit match. totally cannot play like cant smash de la. then after match give alex scold. then play next match with qianting, won too. this match much better, but then still dont look good la. whack my own eyes. and was like sort of crying in the court?? haha, the tears just flow out. then next match with bird. won. the best match. and i think i said im tired and i want to sleep in the court for like 30 time per set. HAHA, like after very shot. i said once.
hmm after that. can see that St. Margaret ppl dont like me. HAHA, dont care, then stayed back for awhile. go home have a short nap then wake up. i missed total 5 meals. but i dont feel hungry at all. die!

2008-12-25T01:57:00.004+08:00

♥

♥♥

♥♥♥♥

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

!!!

may all our wishes come true!!

and santa finish sending all gifts to everyone!

goodnight!!

2008-12-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

i want your smile.
smiling to me.

Opps, sorry, didnt post for this few days, infact i was quite busy in the afternoon, and in the night im lazy to post any stuff.

today went to training, infact we shouldnt have training for this week, but them some of us insist to have it, so we have it, hmmm, training was Ok.. as usual. footwork and many drills. was really irritated by alex. he is always so arrogant, just cant stop myself shooting him and laughing at him.
i bet he must have wonderful tolerance skill((:
and super high self esteem. which can make him feel not hurtful at all when i shoot him.
OK, i know you all might think that im bad or mean,
i will "TRY" to not shoot him often((:
HAHAHA!! """TRY!!!"""

2008-12-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

no sportsmanship
winning doesnt sound proud at all.

today had friendly with AMK sec.
one phrase. totally no sportsmanship, when they lose a point and return the shuttle to us, they dont give in a good manner, just take the shuttle and whack it over, and the shuttle eventually flew out of the court, and we have to walk all the way out of the court to take the shuttle. first match was with laura, we won, and the opponent attitude was ok.
but the second set opponent dont even deserve to be a badminton player. i paired qianting, we won too. during the match my eyes just couldnt stop starring the fatty opponent, she have such a sucky attitude which i rolled my eyes at her whenever she didnt return us the shuttle appropriately. she dont deserve be be inside the court la. and their school player are rude too. and arrogant, they love to laugh at peoples' mistake and habits,
remembered three incident when i shut them up.
first, was this guy, sitting behind me while i was playing match, he laughed at qianting's mistake in the court, and even gave sarcastic remarks, i turn back and stare at him, he was shock and immediately shut up la!! HAHAHA so funny!!
second, was this bunch of girl sitting behind me too, when our ball flew out, then they say, OUT LA!! i turned and replied:" I KNOW, YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY."
third was that bunch of girls again, they was making damn alot noise and laughing lke those bitches. then i told them" CAN YOU ALL PLEASE LOWER DOWN YOUR VOLUME, IT'S DISTURBING."

after match was asked to take photos with them. put on a fake smile. and really very fake and its obviously that kranji girls doesnt want to take photos witht them, or either stand close to them.
today its also the first time i wasnt cheering for the amk.

ps:uziel is a loser!! cheat me and angeline!! LOSER!

2008-12-15T13:08:00.002+08:00

how would this christmas be like?
would you spend it with me?

ok lets sum up this few days.

10th dec, Wednesday.
i went to class chalet. meet them at lot 1 around 1pm? hmmm then we trained to pasir ris.
the trip seems to be short to me even though we stand for the whole journey(: we chat alot, and caught up with their holidays.
ok, we went to NTUC to buy our bbq stuff. you bought stingray and sotong and made ourselves((: chicken wings were marinaded too. when we reached we start the bbq and stuff. watch tv and eat. alot((: and the chicken wing was fabulous. stingray and sotong was okay too. but it will be awesome if we made it earlier on(:
ok.

11th dec, Thursday.
still at chalet but we chatted the whole night, but counted as morning on thu? LOL. definitely bonded. didnt sleep at all. set off around 6.45am with michael. we walked to pasir ris mrt station then took the train, hmm talked to him, and super jiao la. i pei him take the train till lavender. then alight. met my dearest Peishan. and took train back to tampines(: happy to see her return(:
chat on the train and laugh definitely. reached then saw Mac. really feel like puking that moment, Mac breakfast, phobia alr la. walked around, then finally settle at Han's. i ordered a weird combination. mint orea chocolate cake?? LOL. funny. we GOSSIPED hahaha!!! its fun ok. then cabbed down to S.J.C then the uncle dont know how to go there. until alex told peishan to tell him the minced pork noodle stall. then he immediately. said,"ORH! the bedok ave 4 there ar??!!" diao descripted so much he only get it when we said minced pork noodle stall. maybe that is really famous? OK. played matches. first with berenice, second with qianting, third with laura. its freaking freaking tiring when i dont sleep the last night. after that went lunch and set off to Bedok green sec for another friendly. but this time round played with guys. their strength is like free one. damn hard la. not much strength to fight with them. LOLL first match with peishan, at the end of the match was freaking funny la. she told alex:" wa! there so windy!! temperature 23 degree fan high ar??!!" LOL!! but its really windy.
hmmm. after that went to be tampines having dinner.(: we had it at Mos Burger. feel like sleeping while eating la. after that bused back to lot 1 (67) its last for 1hours 40 mins. i slept inside. and berenice was lucky to lie on me and sleep lor!! HAHA!!

12th dec, Friday.
slept like pig. and stayed at home for the whole day i suppose?

13th dec, Saturday.
went training. woots. fun((: but tiring... almost same like other training days.

14th dec, Sunday.
went to berenice house to do some interesting stuff. then afternoon paint out nails((: hmmm. then ate dinner at her house and then went home lor((:

15th dec, Monday.
now(: post because of berenice(: haha

2008-12-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

Doubt

hmmm, today played friendly, with S.J.C i played 2 match.
one draw one win. seriously feel like a dumb inside court. miss ballS.
haix, ok, then stayed back watch boys match too. hmm.
we girls look like idiots cheering down there, the whole hall in silence but us cheering. and is like only 5 of us cheering??
Okok. then. went home with bird. draw draw draw.
had 3 hours of sleep yesterday. and today was in daze for many moments.
tomorrow going for chalet. not sleeping again(:
then thu, have to leave early to tampines to have our friendly with S.A.C and afternoon to bedok, friendly with bedok green.
becoming a panda a few more days.(:

2008-12-07T19:12:00.003+08:00

dmiidhihhftaielwleivnol?

2008-12-05T15:36:00.003+08:00

Inconsiderate.

hey, today then i found out how inconsiderate human can be.
first, on wed i went out with peishan, (thoven, jj, jerome and irfan) then went shopping with peishan. we went into Adiddas shop. there is this little girl sitting on a turning chair, she was turning and turning, when i walk pass her, her leg lift up, and kick;brush my knee all the way down my leg, freaking ass. her feet brush off my knee and is super painful as there is a big big cut and hasnt heal at all yet. i turn back and nearly scolded her, but then i turn back and saw that, it was a little girl, so just look at her, and walk off. she didnt even say sorry, and peishan standing at the back, still say sorry to her!! FOR WHAT??!! she kick me then you say sorry!!

kay, then yesterday after training went back home, this guy, smoking, he didnt care just threw the cigarette bud off, and it shoot into my leg, freaking man, scare me, and it burn me la. but not badly, he said opps and pai sei and walk off like nobody business.
let me see him the next time, definitely kick his butt off man.

2008-12-02T19:43:00.002+08:00

humpy dumpy had a great fall
A G A I N!

haix.. today went for training, infact everything was perfectly fine, until i went back from lunch, on the way to school.
thanks to my beloved peishan, she step on the chain and i tripped over. and T.T
haix. strong yea, manage to run back school and hunt for tissue(:
the platelet keep flowing out la, its disgusting man~
hmmm, nothing to say about today, cause ran 3.2km, and screaming halfway through.

((:
ok, tomorrow dating with ps(:

2008-11-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

tuesday?
cried?

heyhey. tuesday. it dont hurts to say goodbye right?

and for you... saying such word. its hurting, i mean it.
is like i did so much, and then what i heard from you is like?
the moment heart realy sank .
i just teared. but teared only. infact, i didnt want to cry infront.
but then. haix.. i still cant hold back my tears,
turn back. w/o saying bye, i think is the best solution
dont want to say much.

2008-11-28T20:39:00.004+08:00

Alone.

today, i can count as alone? ok la. got Tzai(:
hmmm, side track again.
if you are jealous, then say it out la,
no point venting your anger lor.
if you dont wish that like that and like that,
then take your move la!
you like that like that, that person also dont know what you mean.
just make your move and i believe that person
will know de lor.
you are almost there...
just one last step to get your goal!!!
dont keep quiet down there la!!!

kay right track(:
tomorrow training should be pathetic. i think only got like me and laura going??
hmmm, ps too. we will be going whole day(:
dinnering together yea.
COOL~

ps: just tell her what you want, dont make me hate you ok?
i hate those who are not straightforward!! JUST SAY!
stop irritates me!!

2008-11-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

i dont like you,
cause you point middle finger at me.
):

side track awhile
ok, this part mostly shouldnt understand except for some?
secret. i just want to say out and if this person read this,
you should know clear enough who are you.
first, if you are back, then none of my business.
second, do you learn tenses?? past,, present and future, you cant put them together.
third, whatever is done or said, i mean it.
fourth, you and whoever business is NONE of my business
fifth, your story im not interested.
sixth, you know me for many years, you should know my attitude, i dont like i will just show you how much i dont like.
seventh, if you are unsatisfied with my character, then dont come talk to me.
eight, stay how long, dont ask me, ask your MOM
ninth, you have no right to ask me my personal stuffs, and no point probing.
tenth, if you dont know how much im irritated by you, then im showing you in this post.
eleventh, things had happened and ended stop bringing it up.
twelfth, i will never see you unnecessary ,
thirteenth, my life, my problems, dont need your concern.
fourteenth, i know how to live and dont need you to teach.
last, stop irritates me, your message i dont read but just delete, your calls i dont pick up but just hang up and turn on silent, so do you get it know? do you know how much i dont like you, do you know how much irritating are you? dont feel shame of yourself. my words are clear enough for you to understand. 3 days away from home, and you still cant let me off. so i only have one phrase for you, "GO AND DIE!"

kay, back to the right track(:
back from the camp, hmmm its seems that there is a little bonding la. those close one, is closer now, those normal is close now, those unfamilar is normal now(:
ok, enjoy being a facilitators. even thought its tough, have to shout to get people's attention. but overall, they did cooperate with me, except for some who needs more time to understand and follow the instructions.ok this camp is not that sucessful, but then i think i should give a round of applause to all the sec 3s who helped out in the camp. *clap clap*
kay, after camp i wne tot pizza hut and eat with, my mummy (bird), my second sis (laura), third sis(angeline), her husband(yk) and fourth sis (qt)
Lol, seriously, we laugh throughtout la, i was super high. yea. and thanks to bird for making me to walk such a long distance just to see your aiai, and you even trick me to accompany you, say your mummy, infact its not lor!!! ROAR~

hmmm, today had friendly, with S.A.C i won(: yea, three cheers for me!!! i love that match with ps man,. COOL MAN~
杀like hell yea. but then the opponent isnt weak too lor, can catch our 杀, then if really succesfully 杀 down will dam shiok de la((:
OK,

this sat mummy and min going oversea, so. quite free yea(: sunday going to take bridal photo with cousin((: YEA!! so excited((: but i bet im gonna look weird(:

2008-11-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

ok, lets talk about yesterday,

it was a long day, very long, first woke up at 5.45, then went bathing, and prepare, then head off to school, i reach at around 6.55am? then like only ritchie and junyong is punctual la,
the others all late, so what right??? then i do my things lor, hmm at around 9am set off to cookery room(: made pizza!! yummy((: i only like ate half of it? then after that at 11am went back to badminton booth, it was quite chaotic la, i went stroking, my my idiot blister on my palm its killing man~ i perform super lousily(: then stay all the way until 5pm, went home with angeline as the other had left, then bathe all those, i found myself hadnt had any meal??!!!OMG!! but i wasnt really hungry, just a little hungry lor, then met merlin at my house, then we walked to kegan's house downstair wait for him, then we walk, nono, its run to lot 1. he la idiot, make me and merlin chase him like idiots. then reached, met angeline and junyong, siewsean, richie and gabriel? we set off to sheng shiong, reach there, took trolley and collect all the things we need, its like oh my gosh? so many we need 2 trolley, and 2 full one. total $194.25(: then we cabbed to limbang, ritchie suddenly disappear then after junyong hail a cab for us he set off home, then the remaining 6 of us squeeze in, haham actually i dont feel squeezy, cause i had enough space, still can tickle kegan(: then reach limbang, actually intend to eat, but then like this few days keep eating mac, feel so disgusted la, so no appetite to eat again, wa, im PRO man~ after eating and crapping in mac, the 6 of us went to my house and put things, they sit sit and talk talk and play play and watch watch, then at around 11.35pm they left?? oh then i went bathing and slept.

ok, today(: wake up at around 11, then slack until 3.30 then rush proposal then bathe, then went to find angeline, and met kegan, richie and yong keng. it started to rain before i took the second shot, angeline took a umbrella and came to look for me, so sweet right? then the 3s still happily sitting under shelter, then after the 3s left, me and angeline chat and went to lot 1 and find something( secret! ) haha, then, went home, reach at 7.30. hmmm then watch tv, then packed bag, then bathe, then now posting(: OK off to sleep!!
tomorrow is camp, do miss me((: will be back on wed!!! BYE!!
hope camp nwill be successful((:

2008-11-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

love was near.

today, i slept till quite late uh, but forgotten whats the time. hmmm. had many different dreams, got interesting one, got those rubbish one, like why will i dream of this kind of things? Craps. kay, tomorrow is open house alr, and for badminton. the set up and decoration isnt ready yet, getting ready later on with merlin. hmmm, tomorrow gonna be a busy day. early in the morning 7am reach school start the deco, then at 9 need to go F&N room start to bake pizza for those people? then 11 come back to hall for training, then 1pm end training start to do open house thing. then 3 pm do camp stuff, after that go home bathe, 7pm, meet guys and girls then go buy camp stuff. waaaa. camp is coming this mon, 24, dont know why i got a very unsecure feeling. im afraid things wouldnt come out as what i imagine, or even worse. during the planning of this camp, i've learn many things, happiness and sadness all have, people who is doing good, cooperating, i sincerely thanks you all. and even some people are there to hear me complaining about all types of problems, thanks(: feeling irritated, many times. by people's reply and attitude, i've learn to hold back anger, to tolerate more. feel myself had alr grown up a little. but no matter what, limit is limit, my tolerance has a limit. so i dont know what will happen if things get over my limit.

2008-11-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

Crushed(:

today went for training s per normal, but today should be the best? cause we are training in school((: hmmm, play until when also can. Lol. kay morning met ps for breakfast, we had happy meal, and each of us got a toy, that toy can make many funny sound when you shake it, so me and ps were playing with that toy in mac like an idiot. Okok.

when back to school. hmmm we were the earliest. then we went stroking, wa my strokes is like. air ball(: miss and miss, 2 weeks no training, and everything is like shit now. and of course, today training my performance is OH MY GOD~ hmmm, we decided our jersey size today, and was arguing about whether to tuck in or not, then the conclusion was not to tuck in, so we have to get smaller size. but the yonex jersey, i wear S its already damn big, i think the cutting is totally designed for man. but then got we only got a particular amount of S size, so we took M instead, and i believe its like another yellow jersey, or my pyjamas. ok, move on to after training, me and ps went out for lunch, then went back to stroke, she is seriously mad today, dont know what makes her so high, maybe her *37* (: Lol, she nothing to say then say *red bag* =.= some more she knows the red bag answer lor, so i dont know why she keep saying about him, please la, its obvious that that person ____ ___ _____! yea, i think she just want to keep me shut up for a moment la, so ps, you know whose that *red bag* and you know..... HAHAHA, okok, then today ps, also helped me to rub my bruise, and its very very pain, bodoh(: lets see how my blue black(:

left wrist
left knee
(disgusting)

ps, no more red bag la!!! please keep yourself updated((:

2008-11-17T16:06:00.002+08:00

humpy dumpy had a great fall.

hey hey, i remember when i was in sec 1, when coach andy was still coaching us, he call me humpy dumpy. and now, humpy dumpy had a great fall. i fell down just now. the idiot floor lor, or maybe i too tired and hungry? i only slept for a few hours this 2 days. sian.. i dont want to talk about just now, i know my attitude suck la, but then seriously i feel irritated. especially after a fall. covered with blue black all over not. my left have 3 blue black alr leh. T.T one on my middle finger, one on my wrist, another one on my elbow... sad case.. my left knee there is still anot big one, and very very protrude one. sian i never see such a protrude blueblack before.

kay, seriously sian! tomorrow going for training and tomorrow shall be the real training, cause tomorrow is accurately the second week after my sprain ankle, aiya, no use, ankle still swollen, ugly. kay, bye(:

2008-11-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

hmmm, i have post just now on ms blog.
its long, and i hope they would appreciate my effort writing so much.
this is some part of it:

Merlin:
you are seriously very very kind and caring, you are responsible too. in the court, you have good manners, but sometimes lack of the spirit to fight on, example, singles, you dont really try very very hard to run for every single ball. hmmm, maybe you dont treat each point seriously, but if you are reaching the last few points or the opponent is reaching the last few points you will then work hard, but i think its quite late la. you should know that every point is PRECIOUS. ok, now doubles, you can work well with your partner, but then, when your partner starts to give up, you will give up too. you can encourage your partner well in the court, but then you dont have the spirit to bring your partner to the best position and the best mood. hmm maybe because you keep saying "SORRY??" haix. seriously, you are way too gentle in court, and try to move faster!!! ALERT!!

Berenice:
hmm i have many things to say about you. you ar, always always not serious, even if you are very very serious in the court, but if thoven just walk pass or talk very loud that you can heard, your heart will fly over there already. then not alert in the court. i have to tell you this, in the court, you love no one, you only love your partner and each point you get. come on, you have the height which i dont have, you have the strength. but then you just dont want to work on every ball. every time you have to chance to smash, you will miss or hit into net, seriously, partnering can be quite irritating some times, please dont mind i say that, ok, you have to move faster, really much much faster, cause you got long legs which allow you to stretch further. then dont be half hearted in the court, you want to do what, just have the confident to do it. OK, you have the fighting spirit, BUT!! you are SERIOUSLY very EMOTIONAL. you cry, cause you cant play well, cant get the shots over, then whose fault is this?? you have to maintain you mood and your strokes will, if you can get your strokes, do some simple one will do. no point crying in the court? only affect your partner and embarrass yourself, seriously.

Laura:
being my doubles partner for 3 years, of course i know you more than the others. one main point, NOT ALERT,you are always living in your dreamland, then you are afraid of the shuttles. ok, i tell you. whenever we play game, then we are losing, i encourage you, but you gave my that face, like dont know whats happening, like heck care heck care like that, then seriously i will feel irritated. then, you always dont like to cover up. and dont like to run for the ball. you dont treat every single point like your husband, hmmm. you are emotional too, but not as much as ah bird, but seriously, in the court, you should think of nothing, but only winning the game, only think of what to do is the best for the game. next time dont stand in the court like statue ok? and believe in your strokes, YOUR NETTING IS STILL THERE!! and remember, dont always clear clear and clear, block or drive!! make sure majority of your strokes is attacking strokes. and high ball, just dare to smash, dont always drop or lobe, and MOVE IN la girl. recover faster and you will see the difference in you. TRUST ME(:

Angeline:
you are counted as the only permanent singles in our batch. and always what we are proud of. you have marvellous strokes and your fox tail((: OK, but you like merlin like that, give up easily when you are losing. you can reach every ball, but when you are reaching there, and you think not enough time, you will give up. why not try going faster or legs stretch longer?? hmm i believe you can, cause your legs are much longer than mine(: THEN, as a captain, you should bring up the spirit of tournament before every match. you can try to cheer. show the team what is our target, and show the team we can REACH our target. dont be too gentle la. show the opponent our "杀！" cool man, seriously, if you give a very nice smash i will shout 杀!! and cool man for you(: i dont mind malu, i just want to bring everyone spirit to the court. COME ON CAPTAIN, KRANJI GO!

Qianting:
hmmm, you. sort of living in your own world, you should be like this you know? you can tell us your happy moments and sad one. then when partnering you. will be much easier to communicate. you SERIOUSLY improve alot alot.. you are different from sec 1 qianting alr. i believe everyone knows that you put in the most effort into training, and do every single drill perfectly, but i think the only thing that affecting you, is your mood. you get pressurise easily. but then remember, you are the only one who is giving yourself much pressure.think about it, if you win, the honour is yours, you share the proud yourself, but if you lose, you lose to yourself, come on la, fight for the team fight for yourself! be the different qianting ok?? DARE to show what you got, dont be afraid, stand out and be yourself!

Isabel:
our ballerina, always always missing from training. but your stroke maintain not bad ar~ hmmm, your movement in court is beautiful. but then. you are shy?? you dont dare to put in the max., when you play single, you can move, but you cant get the front shots always, and you dont dare to smash hard, cause i think you scare you smash into the net? come on la girl, you have the height and strength,. you have the ability to do too. you should bring yourself to the best form and then look out for judgements(: hmm doubles leh, you can move seriously, defence also quite good. partnering you got some security. but then! you seriously dont dare to do the best, you dont dare to show them new strokes. or like cross netting??? HEY! you can ok? then dont always sorry sorry. you are not wrong if you smash into the opponent's face. then.. dont like cry in the court when you cant perform?? hmm, just DARE!! ok?? D A R E!!

Peishan:
hmmm, super strong but emotional, sometimes i dont really know what you want in the court, you can one min very hiong, one minutes dont know what to do. come on, be yourself all the way. you have the fighting spirit, you can shout 杀！！ whenever you smash. this is that kind of attitude to have in court. can bring the opponent's confidence down. but then when you are angry in the court, your performance is gone~ then treat your partner more friendly, give them a smile and tell them you can do it, we can do it together. dont stare right into their face, even for me i also scare la. you have good smashing skills and netting skills. but then. your service, is too rush and high, and be alert after every service. you are the junior but we expect the same from you. what we can do, we believe you can too((: so... dont look yourself as junior, but a senior who will show the junior what is fighting spirit!!

ok, i shall end now((: im seriously sorry if i have hurt you all by saying all this. do try to analyse our mistake together and improve further on together, next year top 4 BELONGS TO US OK??
KRANJI, 杀!! 杀!! 杀 !!!!!

2008-11-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

no interuption(:
thanks

peeps((: hey, tell you all a secret!!! im returning back to training this sat!((: lol. who cares(: i should return next tues, but i seriously cant wait you see(: hmmm, girls see me on sat!!!((: but then i think i have to leave early or punctually, cause having chalet on that day!! HOOORRAY!!

im gonna play like mad, no one cares((: play play play....

ohhh, he is back.. why is he back? aiyo. he interuption as i said(: hmmm. seriously why is he back? ARGH!! change topic.

today, went to queensway with merlin(: hmmm the uncle so sort of unreasonable. collect some of our money alr then say no S and M size. wa!!! then after many considerations, me and merlin finally decided: 25th Nov. down to queenway and collect.(: he better made it just in time. ok..

i know im always changing the skin. hmmm, maybe this one will be long((: LETs HOPE SO!!

okok. i cant wait for this sat's training!!! YIIIPIEEEE!!

2008-11-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

when can i eat the tastiest icecream on earth?

ehhh, hmmm. lazy to post this few days(:

errr, kay, say about my day today.

hmm, i slept at around 3-4am yesterday night, i bathe in the middle of the night, not nice, very not nice. first, its cold, second, its scary~ then when to sleep. i intended to sleep until 12.30 today. but then daddy bought breakfast at around 10? so wake up and eat lor. haix, but then now i dont feel tired, but i will still sleep early cause tomorrow have to go school. hmmm today went to training, BUT DIDNT TRAIN!! only sit down there and see)): hmmm left early, then went home lor. started to rot((: hmmm seriously nothing to post about this holiday is really boring, can all the camp and chalets come faster?? IM DYING!!

2008-11-09T18:24:00.005+08:00

finally there are some results.

and yes, finally, i can feel some chen jiu gan(: after doing the camp stuff for numbers of days. re correcting the proposal again and again, re grouping them again and again, and finally, i've completed the overall proposal, sleeping plan, grouping list, packlist, sentry duty list, rules and punishment list and nightwalk plan!!!! YAY!! now left with the food order ,list, waiting for merlin to finish.. haha, i even decorate a cover page to compile all the paper together. but, my drawing is super ugly, like pri 2 kids draw one =.=

OK, nevermind, hmmmm. after camp stuff there will still be open house stuff, need to do 250 souvenirs!! WAAA, ok la, not i doing only, the entire sec 3 level badminton player doing too((: hmm this wed should finish 250. JIA YOU!!

after open house, comes camp. then after camp comes badminton chalet.. waaa. this holiday, im learning how to plan things, and same time gaining experience((:

MY FEET is still ugly. when will the lump disappear? its damaging my feet's image eh. even though i can walk properly, but i cant press hard on my ankle.

and my younger sister loves to "MASSAGE" my ankle ar, torturing sia. but i also help her "MASSAGE" her blue black, which she got it yesterday, by her clumsy act, (walk also can fall and bang into my room's door)

HMMM, nothing much, bye!!

2008-11-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

torturing~

hey,, today woke up at 10.30 then bathe and went to ind bel, hmm movie with her, then headed to training.. hmmm, looking at all of them training, stroking. really makes me feel like joining them, but cannot)): hmmm sat there and starts to count for the chalet and stuff. after that i went to fetch min.. simply, my day just pass like that~(:

2008-11-06T00:21:00.012+08:00

for berenice, she say my cant see my ankle swollen.

lets see~

bird, swollen enough?

2008-11-05T13:05:00.001+08:00

OPPS! special request from merlin, beore i take off my bandage she want to see.. OK, MERLIN!! specially took for you de leh. so ugly i still sacrificeT.T say thank you when you see me hor!

my big fat twisted feet T.T

2008-11-05T12:41:00.007+08:00

hello.

today, i woke up at 11am(: haix, had a difficult night last night, i have difficulties moving my left feet around. T.T like twist a little can wake me up from my sleep. limping like an idiot. but im still STRONG!! ((((((: removing the bandage later on. its super uncomfortable, so itchy la! hmm i shouldnt remove so early de but then i seriously cannot tahan =.=
anyway, with that bandage around my feet, my whole feet looks so FAT! yuck man. and heavy leh.. train my leg muscle((:
yesterday.. diao, everyone was doing footwork including me, i wasnt paying full attention to the footwork, thinking about other things, then when i jump, and land. "CRACK!" i immediately "ouch!"
then everyone stopped with their footwork. i walk towards the net and told alex. leg sprain ar~ LOL. then slowly limp to a chair..
seriously alex ask me to take of my shoe and turn my feet here and there, i dont trust him, i dont even dare to give him touch my feet la, later he suddenly grab and twist how?? he still shout at me, put your feet here la!! then i die die dont put, piang eh, dont believe him already still shout at me?? I D I O T.
hmmmm. then sat there for the whole training, not really whole la, i still help to pick up shuttles and bring jersey over to ask ppl try their size((: hey, im still useful(:

OK, off removing bandage, its itchy and heavy!! BYE!(:

2008-11-04T22:10:00.001+08:00

SPRAINED):

no training for 2 weeks.

T.T

2008-11-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

blister blister blister..

today. my feet there is a super big blister.. OHH, and its burst =.= but then training can kill. its rubbing against my blister. and i think there is 2 layer of blister at the same spot.. OKOK, lets not talk about the blister.

hmmm after training stayed back for a short meeting then merlin went to me house, she saw T Zai=.= she so funny la, T zai keep chasing her, then she keeping running while laughinh=.= okok, then napped((: [the most fun activity of the day]

then woke up do registration for T zai and i finally i know how to operated my printer!! LOL.

hmm ok, i bet tonight will be the best night i ever had(:

2008-10-30T18:05:00.004+08:00

learn to stand up strong girl(:

hmmmm, today got "A" maths again, lesson was quite bored as it last for 1h and 45 mins, hmm lucky not 2 h, suppose to be 2, but she today is in good mood then release 15mins earlier lor, maybe she found a boyfriend!!! Lols.

hmmm, after that went to limbang to have breakfast with Richie (he found out i called him bitchy, so change calling Richie lo. T.T) and Reagan . thanks Richie and mostly Reagan for untangle my chain, LOL, actually both of them help la, but Reagan is the finally solver!!! lol, i tried untangle for so long then they just hold for 5 mins then untangle liao.=.=

ok, then Reagan went back home. then i go mac with Richie buy fries for berenice lol, wondering why her name so small?? cause her blog she put my name, angeline's and merlin

's name small letter, but Richie's name Capital R, )))):

ook, then tried hanging around berenice class, then finally got to pass her her fries. hmm ok. went back class, then that bitchy want to buy drinks, so go canteen, canteen close, go minimart then go back school lol. LOLS he went to the garden to look for SPEARMINT?? say he got flu?? need to smell spearmint??? LMAO~ then went back class again. berenice came, then followed by Angeline, Merlin, Kegan, Siew Sean, Gabriel, Thoven and WeiHong,

LOL, while waiting for all of them to come, and when the class left with me, berenice and Richie. berenice suddenly cried.. OMG, i dont know what happen, shocking man. HMMM after then i found that ppl bully her,, ehhh, dont bully my berenice hor. sometimes things may sound funny to you all, but its not funny to her, please put yourself into others people shoe before doing some silly acts. CHILDISH.

anyway, berenice, LOVE YOU ALWAYS(:

with my love, please stand up strong again(((:

fight back, be the different BERENICE((:

hugss<33

2008-10-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

so who willing to donate?

today, went for a maths in the morning, and was slightly late a little, JUST A LITTLE(:

ok, sat down, and start the lesson, seriously, its damn irritating when ppl keep sending message, and i have to pull up my shirt if not it will vibrate and produce sound, HMM ok, but at least the messages i recieve is from bird bird and peishan, and suay enough, i recieve call from sherman my ex daddy regarding the pri sch gathering. i was stuffing my head into the bag and talk, LOL, its so obvious but the teaher dont want to catch me(:

then after lesson, went down with bitchy to find mr foo, then bak, CPH ps me again, so stayed in class with bitchy and chat lor. then after express lesson end, they came down to draw lots.

and the intial final result was like this:

berenice and kegan

me and weihong

laura and thoven

isabel and bitchy

ritchie and junyong

siew sean and qian ting

uziel and angeline

but then due to some small little changes and became:

berenice and kegan
me and uziel
laura and thoven

isabel and bitchy

ritchie and junyong

siew sean and qian ting

angeline and weihong

LOL, then went for training. hmm was quite ok, but my blister is filling up my feet((:

just be exaggerating(: hmm my hand blister is forver there)):

ok went back with angeline on the way, she called ppl and i help her continue some conversation, i got scold IRRITATING and i got HANG UP!

IDIOTS~

2008-10-25T19:16:00.003+08:00

if you wish that i can do that,
i will. as long as you're happy.
im satisfied(:

today, had training again. hmmm training for 2 consecutive days is tiring leh. yesterday woke up early then train hard, then slept late, then woke up early today, training was tiring + 3.2km i think im pro(: i still can stay back after training to play and discuss about camp

woah. THREE CHEERS FOR WEIWEI!! XD

next time better not promise angeline for doubles game liao la. she trick me sia. ask me play mix doubles with her, im ok to play that. but then i have to be alert, VERY ALERT, cause shuttles are flying here and there in a fast speed eh. -.- then after that started to discuss about camp with all sec 3s, lucky guys were cooperative enough to agree with our planning. then hmmm the camp should be ok after all. tonight i do grouping list. then ok le lor((:

YAY!! gogogo!

2008-10-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

stop guessing people...(:
you will never know the answer.

OK! lets delete all the sad post. and filled it with happy post((:

today, had training at gombak. hmmm. quite tough ar. but then i think we are getting use to it slowly.i love the water cooler there, its super fast!! just put there 3 secs later filled, then finish drinking in 10 secs. the filled again within 3 sec. lol. 16 sec!!! i quench my thirst and filled my water bottle!! LOL. i drink water very fast de. remember last training i finish 1.5 litres of water within one quarter of training =.= and so i drank isabel's water, and i almost finished for her(: water just rocks la, ppl should join badminton to know the importance of water((:

ok. he scolded everyone just now, and while he scold, my leg was tiring eh, then he still continue nag and nag.. -.-

after training i accompanied bird to bathe, and then we went to have our dinner. chatted and finished meal, took train back to cck. i was a SUPER BIG LIGHT BULB LA. -.-

sorry angeline, i have to walk the same route, but lucky i walk fast enough hor? let you and him have some private time((:

ok, end of day. tomorrow still got training and 3.2km..

2008-10-22T15:19:00.002+08:00

i knew it, you didn't believe.

T.T

today when to school, but the D&T students isnt around, the class seems to be quiet. then angline, bel and merlin came to my class to discuss alot of things. and everything seems to be fine, just that we scare over budget.. ((: then we finally know how to sort the sec 3s, in terms that everyone would be happy, i think so? hmmm should be la. then amazing race and all those. we thought of what to eat all this..

then after reccess we started spring cleaning. waa. without the remaining 14 ppl. is TIRING!! the unwashable marks on the table, is killing!!

wa.. draw on the table can, but dont use pernament marker la!!! very difficult to srcub off de leh, but 3H more pathetic only 4 people today, LOL, we are nice, finish with our class we went to help them((:

OK OFF TO BBQ~~

2008-10-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

let's just pretend there is no post just now.

2008-10-19T20:59:00.005+08:00

hugs are always the best solution to overcome fear.

hmmm. overall today was difficult for me. once woke up. still lying on the bed, i simply cant turn around actively. as my WHOLE BODY ACHING!! due to yesterday's mad training. still manage to get out of the bed and off to bathroom to bathe. when out with mummy and cousin to try on her wedding gown.

WOAH~ hmmm ok. then went to chinatown to have breakfast first. woah, seriously, walking, climbing up, down the stairs or sitting down is D I F F I C U L T man!! i look like ah ma like that. lols, my cousin said that i look like i just gave birth which has difficulties sitting down -.- hey im not.

then after eating go OG see min's little bride gown. hmm try out a few, still deciding, so went to ang mo kio to try out cousin's wedding gown.

woah, when i reached there. tons of beautiful wedding gowns where hanged. i look through one by one, and admiring the blissful photos of many couples. woah. so romantic eh.

then cousin tried many many gown, and finally she chose 4, which included the one wearing on the day morning itself, the wedding dinner one, the chinese traditional wedding clothe and a gown which use for photo taking. its so cool ok.. hmmm. in the shop, as i can see, many people are getting married soon. many bride and groom. IM SO IMPRESS!! I WANNA GET MARRIED TOO!! lol, wait for another 10 years lor...

OK, I SHALL WAIT(:

waiting for my groom XD

2008-10-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

it's you, who changed me,
changed me to someone who im suppose to be.

hmmm. today. i dont know why. i feel so missed today, i like missing someone, but i dont who is it.. LOL!!

ok, maybe im too free now ar? then mind suddenly too free to do unnecessary things(:

HMM. tomorrow start of training. after training still need to stya back to discuss windbreaker and camp thing. plus 8.30 at hall for earlier discussion. HMMM jiayou WEIWEI! ((:

2008-10-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

SIGH SIGH..

TODAY, everyone got back their results. as in overall for this year. for me myself. not bad. but i wont elaborate further. cause im not proud of my result.

why is everyone now. sighing like me?? i dont know why i sigh, cause maybe, alot ppl very sad, then make me very sad too. got influence. now go wherever talk to whoever, all like going to die like that. make me moody too. ):

hmmm, but from my point of view, if did really study hard then got the result not good. you wouldnt be sad or what what. unless you know yourself didnt put in the best effort. if not even you studied as hard as possible, stretch to your fullest potential already and yet you still get this kind of results. then there is nothing you can do either. one is to find better way to study. or find your interest and ability then go towards that to fufill your goal.

so. no point over sad for this. because what you have done you already did. like me, my english... SIGH SIGH SIGH. just one more mark only... one more mark to reach my goal. but i didnt.

2008-10-15T18:27:00.002+08:00

you're just a hopeless dream of mine

today. went to school.. was fun. and super exciting, like sitting on roller coaster after reccess. woah papers are returned continuously. hopefully, i manage to pass. but my chinese was such a great disappointment. i got 33/60 for my paper 2. SAD. overall, i didnt pass with flying colours. i bet this time round, everything is gone. im losing out. hope the overall results will let mid year and all those to pull my results up. lets pray~

HMM ok, i remember promising ms to post about coach's farewell party.. ok lets start now...

On the 20th of September 2008,

morning 8:15am.

we started training by setting up courts cleaning the floor.

coach said, :'' ok well, today is my last day here, we shall play friendly match, the grad student aganist the sec 3 & 2"

and yea, we played.

the grad student was in KRANJI team 1 and we were in KRANJI team 2..

started off playing singles, 5 sets of singles. woah, i was the main umpire. meaning i shout for names to go into the court number, and ask them to start the game in a few min time. YEA cool right?? (: sitting on a chair with a table infront and was placed right in the middle. woah~ cool yea. THEN AFTER TRAINING, we all went home...

everyone went home to bathe and change, i went all the way to bugis to meet bel, then accompany her take train to bishan as there was where we suppose to meet. LOL, me and her over shot. meaning we sat in the train and chat for too long and missed the stop that we are suppose to alight, then went back and took the train. OK, reached bishan, went walking about and chatting around. then met laura and pei wen got my brownies((: ok then went to meet bird they all. then we sat down and oreder our food. food came, we took alot of photos and we each call the seniors to eat and of course COACH!!

ok. after eating. went playing around at see saw.(: took photos with coach. and present our precious gift to him.. ((: then we when to bishan shooping centre and celebrated her birthday party!!

we lied to her that ask her be the catcher as we play hide and seek, then we got the cake. when she count to hundred, a birthday cake was there. oh she was surprised!! then we played with the cake. smashing cake on her.. woah!! fun..

but everyrthing has come to an end. we bid goodbye to each another. even till the last minutes, he still reminded us what to do. to make us a better player. looking upon his backview. walking off further and further away from us. he disappears. i dont know when will be the next time we will see him again. i hope that day really approach soon..

2008-10-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

what a boring day?

lol, today woke up at around 12pm. then ate my breakfast, then on com..(:

watch show on com. then chatted in messenger?

ok. then went dinner with jie. on the way walking to lot 1 as we meet there. i walking beside the drain.. listening to songs and messaging. then suddenly there is this cat pop out from the drain..

wa i xia dao. i jumped aside. and bang into a guy... he was so shock when i bang into him la!! OMG!!!! embarrassing!! i said sorry and walk off immediately. OMG~ i

how i wish i never meet that guy in my life anymore.. if not, its super humilating!!

2008-10-11T21:02:00.006+08:00

F O R G E T

is a word that can be said easily,but to do it, its more difficult than asking the elephants to fly.

i promise, to be on my own. nothing is gonna distract me from doing that.

nothing is gonna stop me from what i want.

i will reach my goal one day.

GO WEIWEI!!

ps: someone asked me this question,

"when you are extremely quiet, means how are you feeling?"

my answer was" irritated or angry."

"do you hate the last person you kissed"

my answer was" if i hate, what for i kiss."

" have you ever liked someone and didnt told him?"
my answer was"... always"

"if a guy was to like you, what will you do?"

my answer was," how can it be? i this kind of pattern?! HAHA, impossible la!"

"if a girl was to like you, what will you do?

my answer was," when i turn into a les, then come find me la"

"if a guy was to baked cookies for you, how will your feeling towards him be like?"

my answer was," wa,, almost reaching my dream guy. LOL"

"if your father dislike your boyf, what will you do?"

my answer was," daddy, i like can already(:"

"who was the last guy that made you laugh out loud?"

my answer was," ps, confidential, to prevent any rumours."

"who was the last guy you made you teared?"

my answer was," i dont cry for guys, unless he is really worth my tears"

LOL, one time shoot so many question at me, haha anyway, im quite free this few days as exams are over. feel free to ask me question again ar!! LOL, i entertain you, you entertain me((:

2008-10-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

ouch, it must be painful.

just now brought T zai to the vet, he got his last injection and at the same time he got the microchip inserted. and i swear the needle is super thick!! its a bout ( ) thick, can you imagine? he so small and the needle, wa. but he didnt cry or bark. he just quitely sat down there. and he bleed of course, so sad eh. he so ke lian. i memorise his serial number.(:

hmm nothing much about today.

i really wish how i could bang my head hard into the wall and forget who you ar.

2008-10-10T18:41:00.003+08:00

what a memorable day.

OH YES!! exams are finally officially over!!!
today was the last day of examinations. oh yea, seriously im damn relax now, but then what a memorable day too? standing infront of almost everyone.
due to mdm yong's unreasonable character, made the whole NA stand outside the hall for so long and yet only told us to return back to class after the express had settle down, WOW~ giving her attitude and she made me stand in front of the hall, with eyes starring.
lucky, ah pa came down to rescue, ran up to class without her permission. ended up, she scolded merlin, as she mistook merlin as me, SORRY merlin, she went up to my class and mr sim told her that he was the one who gave me permission to go back to class, as she was delaying my whole class exam, she asked me to wait for her aside and yet, making me wait so long and my class cant start the exams. hmmm. ok after exam went down with mr sim to find her, mr sim was telling me this on the way down." eh, later you dont talk back ar. just say sorry will do. dont blow up the matter." then i was like, orh.. then stand outside the hall for so long again, went into the hall and sit down, waited for her, after that she expected me to wait longer. but mr sim asked me to just go to her and say sorry, if not i will not be able to go home. so i walked forward and say sorry lor. then she started to say:" you should be sorry for that... you know if you do this again, the examiners can dont allow you to take the papers, i want to see you improving on your behaviour." then alot alot more, i was like, han na. lo sou leh. but in my heart le, if i really said that out, i think i wouldnt be posting now. LOL!!

ok, after school, went out with mummy, to JP. ate jap cuisine((: YUMMY!! raw salmon simply rock to the core man!! and chasoba((: hmmm was full.

ok, our diary~

2008-10-09T14:13:00.002+08:00

HOOOORRRAAAYY!!!

exams are like counted over??

but tomorrow is then counted as finally over, tomorrow is listening compr, hack care la. there is nothing i can do either?

ok,, hack care now. lest talk about exams

MT paper-- i think i totally wrote out of point? and paper 2 was so so lor, i dont really understand the passage, just hope a pass.

English paper-- hmmm, my summary was,,, BYE~ compo was super short? HAHA horrible English

ss paper-- manage to wrote out all points, but SBQ~ haixx. dont even know my points got link or not, but at least this paper was quite ok.

maths paper 1-- it didnt turn out to be what i thought it was, quite disappointing.

physics-- did extra question waa. idiot, my marks fly away lor.

maths paper 2-- i didnt have enought time to finish, my marks will be disappointing man..

geog-- no need to say le, 5 marks fly away leeves i go draw meanders, *clap clap

bio-- haha, all my answer not very sure, but i write alot, so should be fine ba..

f&n-- oh the first nutritionist in kranji sec, i wrote totally byu my own thinking, applying common sense. haha, i write like no one business.

a maths-- was really what the hell, they say answer is integers, but i got decimal, so what i do was, times it until it become an integer((:

so in all these exam, i became a nutritionist and mathematician

ok, now, play like nobody business

no one cares((: holidays here i come!!!

2008-10-05T14:38:00.002+08:00

ohh.. exams starts tomorrow, and "clap clap" im gonna suffer, cause __ ____ ___ ____ !

GONNA die!!! and the exam will be held in the hall, and im sitting right infront, =,= hope the fan wont blow right into my face, if not i will be sneezing throughout the exam, and not rushing throught out the exam.. SHIT MAN, i havent start revising on physic and geog leh.. diagrams to memorise, and formula to memorise, waa. "low disk space" again.

HAHA, off to study~ ((: bye!

2008-10-04T21:13:00.003+08:00

some how, i miss my team,

it feels weird without training.

and laughing along with you guys in the court

it has been 14 days after you left,

i miss you, coach wee.

i cant imagine how training will be without

COACH WEE

2008-10-03T17:54:00.003+08:00

hooooray!!!

ss is like finally over?? and its damn =,=

HAHA. i got alot alot to say in the SBQ, but no time!!

and, i swear my handwriting is horrible. its worst than my younger sister's. :D

from the start i knew that the time wasnt enough, i starting scribbling when the teacher says:" ALRIGHT, 3G YOU MAY START YOUR PAPER NOW."

my hands are seriously tired, imagine someone writing half way, still reading on the source and massaging the hands. and its much much more relax now, i bet.

still remember yesterday, was still trying to stuff all the ss notes into my brain.. and my brain is like telling me, "low disk space~" HAHA,

budden still tried hard, i gave up 3 factor among 13 factor, wa.. risky~ HAHA. and i stayed up till 1 plus to memorise and understand what the hack the textbook is trying to say. wa. SINGAPORE came up with sooooo many factors just to make sure singapore stay peace and harmony among different ethnic groups, and thanks to the government ar. create so many things, just one purpose; promote social cohesion-.- and because of that, students like we have to study like hell~

why not just one factor?:

"EVERYONE JUST SHUT UP & DONT CRITICISE OTHERS RACE OR RELIGION."

maybe that will be a easier one of us?

2008-09-24T20:06:00.002+08:00

hello, back to post again, seriously, exams are like just beside me(: haha, this friday first paper lor, means 2 more days to go!! okok, this is my last post before EOY, i will post on coach's farewell party after EOY, and i promise, the millipedesplat, it will be a long one(: ahaha! OK.

TODAY, went to school, not as per normal, supposing to reach school at 6.30,then i reach le, that someone idiotic-ly didnt reach, thought was suppose to be a 5~10 mins late, but that person was late for 20 mins, so in that 20 mins, i was doing my maths. OK, then went back to class, i went to the toilet, then when i came back, i saw NASUHA!! i wanted to hug her as i miss her lots, but then, when i touch her, she was damn wet.. SO i drop the idea~ haha, then, class with many people bare footed as their shoe is wet, haha, and newspaper shoe is invented((: OK, in class chatted with nasuha, and our topic, "ALL GUYS ARE JERKS" haha, she was glad that i said that,,((: eventually, the class guys heard that, they werent happy, but who cares? standing at a point of girls views, GUYS can really be a terribly jerk~ HAHA, correct nasuha?? ((: OK

GOOD LUCK TO ALL 3G MEMBERS, hope we will all pass with flying colours!!! GAMBATEH!